| | Every day I write awful articles for the internet machine. I don't even want to tell you their titles, because they're embarrassing.
I have a headache.
I am only writing this because it's an online journal. Blogging is more professional or something.
When I get these headaches, I start eating and drinking everything. I swallow at least 5 ibuprofens too. Sometimes I waste time online, sometimes I go for a drive or walk. Right now, a movie about modern witches is on the bad-movie-channel on TV. Digital conversion! THIS, is awful.
But I'll get over this headache, and I'll write again. I'm worried about all of the fruit flies in our house. Jaclyn started a compost bin that has been an incredible failure. At least we don't smoke I guess.
i've decided to stop capitalizing things in this post. i should have written this in word, because it would have done everything automatically for me. in fact, i'm done with the backspace too. if you see any mistakes, now you know why.
it's been a bad year, but by the end we'll have a dog an d i 'll be happier. i'll take classes for comedy writing as second city and cget better. unless i die first. which is always very probable.
i'm tired of worrying about everything. relationships, religion, intellectualism, evertyhging. it's no good. the only thing that makes sense any more is absurdity. laughing. irrationality. i don't want to make sense anymroe.
i'll be 26before i know it. and i'll look at my life in horror. i've failed at my career attempts, so i'll write article s for the rest of my days. of course i want to be respected, but i won't be. i'm not the type. i'm not extroverted. i'm not a go getter. i'm doomed to faileure and pain. it's just my fate. this is the fate of the man who cares not for shallow things, nor for the very tall.
headaches make me unhappy. so do big noses and fat asses.
os many people are smarter than me but do not know how to communicate. i have a bachelors though, in communications. but unfortunately i'm not very smart. but i can sound smarter ass a result of mycommunications training. smarter than the really smart people who don't have ocommunications training
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